My Ideas And Fantasies

   Here we’d like to introduce you to our ideas about necrophilia and to our own fantasies. As we have already said, most necrophiles are common people who have unusual fantasies about death and their role in this process. These fantasies do not belong in the mainstream – but nor are they extremely non-standard: for death is an integral part of our life, of the manhood, of the nature. C’est la vie, there’s nothing we can change. But it’s quite a different matter, accepting death as it is and getting pleasure from it… - you might say. Well, in our history there have been very many vivid examples of presenting death as a wonderful, sacred thing. Let us remember the fairy tale about Snow-white. The beauty was poisoned and died, but even after death she remained beautiful. Why did the prince kiss her? Because he was madly in love? That means he loved a dead woman! And all this meets no disgust in us, what is more – it’s a fairy-tale for kids! On one hand, we can explain it by the fact that children sometimes do not realize what death is – but one can assure oneself death being just a game… The majority, growing older, certainly realize what it is – but some can stay in their childhood dreams… And there are lots of such examples. Or let us remember “Romeo and Juliet”. The final death of the two main heroes is presented as a natural way of their reunion. Life without each other is of no value to any of them, and they easily give it up to reunite in heaven. But does heaven really exist? Well, everyone has his own ideas about that. In fact, all death descriptions we found in books were excessively romantic – and only recently death came to being presented as something disgusting, something to fear and hate. Although it’s hard for us to be objective as for us death is a fetish, we believe each man is free to decide. But let us return to the average attitude to death. For most people, death is something frightening and dirty, there is no escape from it, so we have to resign ourselves to the thought of death. Nevertheless, all those people regard necrophiles as madmen; why? Theoretically, necrophilia is a kind of perversion, a departure from the norm. But who established the norm? Nature? Never, for we know a lot of other deviations, such as zoophilia, pedophilia etc. By the way, there are a lot of cases when a dog guarded its dead master and died together with him or her. Then who? The answer is evident – society! The most exciting thing is that different societies had different points of view in different times. Let us remember public executions in mediaeval Europe: they were planned as an example for the rest – ‘See what will be done to you if you disobey the law!’ But it’s well-known that many watched such executions for pleasure and were looking forward to visiting another one. Or let us pay attention to the problem of cannibalism. In our civilized society it is considered a shocking crime; but somewhere in the jungles of the Amazon river it’s very natural – and people eat people not because of lack of food. Now let us look at sexual deviations in this sphere. Again, we remind you of different attitudes to sex in different societies. The same thing with sexual deviations: up to late seventies she-males were considered abnormal. And now, it is considered quite okay. We’re not even talking about gays and lesbians. What for have we written it all? We simply wanted to show you that there are no unequivocal things in life, there is no black or white – only tints of gray. Our point of view is only our choice. A person brought up by society can hardly understand all those necro-fantasies. Frankly speaking, it is the eternal problem of misunderstanding something – so there is nothing bad about it. Bad begins when the majority, unwilling to accept those who differ from the mass, starts persecuting them. This makes the latter conceal their fantasies or, which is worse, try to suppress them. It never leads to good consequences.

   Those who are interested can read about some of Webmaster's fantasies below, and it’s quite possible that his will coincide with yours.

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My Fantasies

   There are a lot of things that interest me, but the main are: what feels a dying man. But I will never know that until my own death. The second is imagining my own death – it has always been with me, as long as I can remember. I have always wanted to know how my body will look like when I’m dead. Possessing a wild imagination, I imagined my death very vividly, paying attention to details. In my fantasies I was usually killed with a gun. Red blood-streams out of my body in the places where the holes were made, I fall my back to the wall and slide down. And then – silence… and agony. And blood – a lot of blood, it flows out of my throat, I’m suffocated by it… And then – darkness… for ever. This is how I imagine my death, although, of course, my fantasies vary. And the third theme is the beauty of death. It concerns only women, because only they can be beautiful both before and after death, and sometimes death makes them even nicer: their faces show eternal peace – like angels, angels of death. I’ve got fantasies about making love to a dead woman (usually a friend of mine). I wonder how it is: feeling the cold of her body, touching her pale skin, kissing her bloodless lips, looking into her eyes, seeing things I can not perceive… It sounds very romantic, but in reality, of course, things are not so romantic. That is why I only dream about it and will never do such things in real life.

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